Gloomy
I know it's the time of year
It's the month of blues.
It seeps in quite unexpected
every year.
I am never quite sure what has happened
but,
the feeling of meloncholy lingers.
Then something reminds me
and I think oh, yea that's right.
Things that normally would not bother me
shout loud and clear in my head
the state of my relationship with certain members of my family
my financial status
a change in time at a baseball game
(seriously?)
it ALL feels like too much.
Isn't that stupid.
Then I get mad at myself for not being
Over it!!!!
It shall pass it always does.
Just bear with me :0)
