Monday, December 27, 2010

Oh Baby

My oldest brother he has taken many a wrong turn. I am no longer in touch with him. I do not care to be. He has 5 children. He hasn't taken resposibility for a single one of them. Each of them has been neglected and abused. My brother is in and out of jail. Mostly for drug related incidence. He is just plain and simple not a very nice guy. Well he used to be fairly nice but drugs make you a different person. The person he was is gone and we are left with a vacant body. A walking nightmare. Guess what he sent for Christmas. A picture. Guess what was in the picture. Oh yes, of course a new baby. Life is sometimes a little unfair. 6 times over unfair! That poor baby will live in poverty. Will not have a father. Will have the kind of mother who brings home men like my brother. And my house remains sibling free. Merry F****** Christmas to my big brother!!

2 comments:

Leah Maya Benjamin said...

Merry F#$@#$%% christmas to him and all the other scum that ruin childrens lives. i"m so glad, I mean not really, but I am pissed today and here I have a place to let it out. Again, why why why aren't these people in trouble, maybe not your brother, but again all these people having babies that come out testing positive for drugs or are withdrawing from them, what is wrong with this picture? then goign thru adoption, or not, they stat they didn't do drugs and cut back on the cigerettes, and yet, hmmmmm the baby comes out testing positive for drugs, really and they didn'tdo any.
Just pissed and angry and all the other stuff. My daughter was crying yesterday because she wants a brother or sister to play with, granted they don't play much at first, but still I can't give her that and it makes me sad and unhappy, especially about our society.
I'm so sorry you have to see it in your family, but I'm glad you have seen that its not even your brother anymore, the drugs alter the brain, he's just not him.
Happy New Year! you just never know.

Jen said...

Sarah~

I am so sorry you are forced to be exposed to what is happening to these poor children. I am also so sorry that it is your brother that is exposing this to you.

I hope one day, we get to heaven, and everything just somehow makes sense.

Love you Sarah,

Jen