"An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth.
Then whispered as she closed the book "too beautiful for the earth."
~author unknown
"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touched, but are felt in the heart." Helen Keller
The one who put gentle footprints on our hearts leaves a story worth telling.
"What we have once enjoyed and deeply loved we can never lose, for all that we love deeply becomes a part of us." Helen Keller
Now I lay you down to sleep,
I pray the lord your soul to keep;
Within his arms he'll hold you tight,
My Heavenly Angel, My guiding light."
One year ago today Luciana was lost. To see her story my story go here
1 comment:
thank you for letting me in, I know that I am not alone in this because the town I live in only has one fertility doctor and somehow you always fine people that have been there. I could basically just change this to my blog because our feelings are so the same. I didn't not have to go thru the miscarriages becasue I have NEVER gotten pregnant by having sex with my husband, only with my doctor and boy was that alot of freakin fun. Lost 2 out of the 5 series but only one did I even carry to a heartbeat and I was a wreck the entire time. After coming home from Guatemala after 8 months being apart form my husband thinking it would all be great, ahving to pick up the peices from all teh emotions of the last 7 years, now things are better, I was about ready to go and have the ablation becasue my periods are so horrible, its like an extra kick in the gut every month as a reminder of what we can't have. Like you I am always hopefully that there will be some miricle some cure or something, even though we are fine or at least I am as far as they can tell. I know my other blog is boring but I can't let myself out over there, every once in awhile I htink its OK becasue you do get to learn about other people but it is suppose to be about Maya, and my love of photography. I did manage to go to my cousins baby shower, its my first one in I guess about 7 years, I wasn't going to go trying to figure out how, my mom says just go out of town or go do something fun, she totally gets it, my husband try as he might will never understand becasue how can he, he doens't go into town and look at all the pregnant people etc etc etc. Thanks again for sharing I will add this blog onto my list so I will be able to keep up with any new vents because I need to to be able to see that its OK to be jaded and angry it doens't make me love Maya any less, I don't want to change anything that would have lead me to her but it still just plan sucks!
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