I carry a burden that I don't speak about
I have the adoption bug
I have it BAD
No one in my family knows
My husband is completely satisfied with our family
My daughter has no need for a sibling
During the school year I repeatedly tell myself I could not handle more than one
We do not have the funds to complete another adoption
But my heart desires to have another child
I am just getting the burden off my chest
Nothing will come of my feelings
I sit and watch others videos
and I DESIRE
Anyone else out there feel me.......
1 comment:
I have been thinking alot about you lately, wondering if you would try again with pregnancy or????
I understand how you feel, I was there last year as everyone was adopting and starting to adopt again, its hard........
we will be in the wait and see, if it works great if not then we are fine, but I can tell youI wasn't fine before, I had a longing that hurt so much I coudlnt' believe it, look how lucky we were to get Maya home and now we were a family but it hurt. Now I am fine which most of that has to do witht he fact that we took the step. As I blogged we are going with a small agency that is on a sliding scale plus birthmom expenses so still not cheap but cheaper then allt he others. If you want more info email me anytime. gretsky4 at yahoo.com
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