Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Hallelujah!!!
I was really really worried. Honestly I don't think I've ever been that worried about my health. Cancer, removal of a major organ, having something known to the medical community as a mole. Seriously I was freaked. I spent all morning feeling sorry for myself and crying. Luckily my appointment was at 8:30 a.m. or I may have been really in a depressed state. I didn't have Peter go with me today because I thought that I would need him tomorrow when my actual appointment was with the doctorr. Today they were supposed to just do an ultra sound. My doctor made time for me. Thank goodness I don't think I could have waited another 24 hours. So she came in while I was having my ultra sound. She said hello trouble. I have a nickname. She did make me smile. Then made me down right giddy when her and the tech agreed my problem is not a mole. Thank god!!!! That's the good news and it is really really good news. The other news is that there is no explanation as to why my hormone levels are not dropping. So I have to take a rather yucky medication over the weekend that is going to make me cramp and hopefully get rid of what is left in my uterus and cause my levels to start to drop. If they do not drop then I'll be getting a D&C on Tuesday. I'm not against having a D&C it's just that I'll have to pay the deductible on my insurance and I'd rather not do that in November because it starts all over in January. It's how Peter's broken thumb cost us $1000 dollars last year. It spanned over 2 years because he needed treatment from November-January. I do think we need different insurance. Wish me luck this weekend. I'm sure it won't be that bad right.
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Oh geez with you being private I never know when you post. I am just catching up. I am sorry for your loss, grateful it was early, and very grateful it wasn't cancer.
YOu have been thru alot just in such a short time. As much as I don't want to get pregnant which is weird to say after all the years of waiting each month and all the trying etc, now we have 2 kids thru adoption and I don't want any more, so now I'm scared I will get pregnant, obviousely not very likely but still it scares me because I"m sure I would loose and and it would just cost a bunch of money with our crummy insurance.
So another thought, a friend had the blood clotting test done to see why she kept misscarrying and it didn't show there was a problem but her number was a little higher then some, she took the meds and got pregnant twice and kept both kids, of course now she has been fighting rectal cancer for the last 3 years so not a happy ending but interesting that tests aren't perfect. Take care of yourself.
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